YESSSSSSSS.FINALS IS OVER. well, midterms, that is.
last time i checked i had an A in all my classes (except calculus -_- ). and then i found out i had a B+ in government. i needed 1% to get an A-! i hope i got it after the exam.
it was all pretty easy, except calculus. ugh that murders everything.
*sigh* i haven't written in a week. dang. lol i started writing everyday, then every other day, every week!
hm. i'll try to recap. lol basically each day was the same. for like two days i was part of the study group we had in calculus at john's house. it was fun and i learned a lot (things i should have already known). like a bunch of ways to figure out the math and blah blah blah yeah. lol
the night before finals, we all studied and stuff. lol the reason why i say "and stuff" is because some of us (especially me) was distracted. -_- everyone was stressed toward the end of the night, so john played some guitar and i sang! ahhaha. it was cool. then i was like omg let's record it. so we did (:
so lately i haven't been totally focused.. more focused than before, but just not enough. i still keep thinking. of stuff. i went on a myspace diet lol so that was good. it didn't even feel like i was off myspace for a week. it felt like two days. haha.
so anyways what important things did i do this week besides finals?
-senior portraits
-kick it with cousins
-cindy's house
SENIOR PORTRAIIIITS.. ugh i wasn't satisfied with the way my hair turned out )= it looked kind of uneven. and I SMILED WRONG! ugh. i think i lost my smile. sounds emo but i noticed that i've been smiling differently. well i smiled with my dimples closer to my mouth instead of my dimples on my cheeks. so i look fat with a double chin but it's whatever. i wore a hello kitty necklace(= i always planned on doing that, so yeah. yay. i had makeup on, which i disliked, because i felt like there was a pound of stuff on my face lol i couldn't rub my eyes or anything because of my eye makeup. my mom did my makeup, it actually turned out nice, i have to admit, but then i just don't like makeup so much because i don't look like me really. also because it's soooo time consuming to put it on. and omg it took me FOREVER to take it off!! ugh i don't know how to remove eyemakeup lol i put vaseline all over my eyelids to wipe off (because it safely removes makeup), but then it wouldn't go away for some reason! so yeah i just washed my face with soap and water, but then soap got in my eyes. x_X
anywaaaays. what else did i do? well yesterday my dad bought me two new pairs of shoes woohoo. boots and flats. the flats are nice but ugh i think they're sorta tight =/ lol i don't think i would be able to fit them next year if my feet get bigger. but i can't return them cuz they were on sale )=
after that, my brother and i were going to corvallis to pick up my little cousin from school. it's right across the street from my house, so we walked. the crossguard juan blew the whistle and held up his STOP sign hahaha and held out his hand for high fives. dang he's been a crossguard there for hecka years, even when i went to corvallis! i felt like a kid again for a quick moment when i gave him a highfive and crossed the street. man i miss elementary.
so i went to the classroom and she has the same teacher i had in first grade. ms. viera looks the same haha she never ages, it's weird. but then again, she's not even old. probably 30 years old or something, iono.
my little cousin was the last one in the classroom still coloring her pumpkin drawing. hahaha she's always the last one to finish. i think it's because she talks too much in class. that kid.
that night they were having a Halloween carnival! I miss those! they were hecka fun haha. then i wondered if ACE was volunteering for it, because i don't remember getting an email about it. I would have totally volunteered since it's just across the street from home. oh but i didn't have a halloween costume anyway ): i wonder what i'm gonna be for halloween.
after that she was done coloring, her dad picked her up at my house and my older cousin joseph and mya came over. it was fun because we went to target and stuff and ate at his house for dinner. my aunt cooks the second best dinners (my mom cooks the first best heheh). it was so good lol. then we ate birthdaycake icecream that we got from pak 'n save and played scrabble. after that, we played mario party (???) on the wii at my house. my cousins slept over. shawn and kuya joseph then played like lazer tag. i dont know if it was lazer tag, cuz shawn hasn't used it in a long time haha but it wassomething with the toy guns, and they played in the dark. and i stayed on the computer and slept at around 6am. yeeeeahp. i couldn't sleep.
so today was fun because i went to cindy's house! we were supposed to go to sharon's birthday BBQ but it was too late, so we just stayed at her house and worked on our TLG senior file. and we also ate and ate and ate hahah and played with her webcam. OH and we visited justin hahah surprise visit (= hope he didn't get mad hahah it was really a surprise, but yeah his house is so nice dude omggggggggggggggg rich person.
when cindy and i were making the TLG senior files, we went through so many old pictures haha. it sucks because most of the pictures we put on the page are kind of old, because we weren't always that close.. i wish we were though because that would have been nice. all five of us.
when i was younger, like in 4th and 5th grade, my closest friends were marjorie, deborah, lindsey, jacquie, and janice. sort of rylee too haha but she was mostly with deborah. man we were all soooo close, we were like a lil group back in the day. i always thought we were gonna be like "best friends forever" lol like in the movies. i thought we'd grow up together, through middle school and high school, and then catch up after college. i really thought it'd be like that. but ever since marjorie left, we all drifted and things weren't the same, especially since we were in middle school by the time. we all got new friends and drifted, well i still stayed close with marjorie of course, and then lindsey and jacquie and i were still close, but it just wasn't the same. then at around 8th grade jacquie wanted to be with other people or something, and lindsey and i drifted. it's sad because i hoped we would all be close for a long long time. i think i'm the only one that's still kinda bummed about it. i need to grow up.
it's just that i've always wanted to be close to a group of people and bond with them, yah know? like sisterhood traveling pants or whatever lol. that kinda thing. it's nice to just kick it with the ones that know you best. i'm just bummed that i don't have that. TLG coulda been it, but we never clicked, to be honest. it was all separate.
cindy, michelle, daphne and jenn know what i'm talking about.
it'd be cool to have a group of friends i could just bond with all the time when i get older though, like in Friends. haha a grownup group. that'd be nice (=
next subject. haha.
when i went home i was so bored omg lol so far since i came home i stayed on the laptop. and that was about two hours ago. i need a life man
hopefully mañana is great! even though i have nothing to do ):
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