!$@83L'z a HYPEBEAST

So like i should be finishing spanish hw right now but eh. i'll do that later lol

i feel like bloggin mah noggin

lol that was lame.


anyways so what did i do today.

oh man i'm gonna tell you right off the bat, today was pretty depressing. do i hide it well? eh depends on the person that knows about alla my crap haha but yeeeeah... )=

so it all started in 2nd block when we did these poems.

we had to write our poems based on what we saw in ink blob stuff that psychologists use.

my teacher mr. kerr said that what we see kinda tells us about who we are or how we're feeling.


ugh everyone saw something happy, like a man on a pogo stick, or a penguin leaning against a pole, but i saw a lonely girl.

ugh dude that hecka sucked because i couldn't see the pogo stick or the penguin or anything else. i kept seeing that freaking girl. ugh.

so i had to write a poem about it and he made us read ours out loud in front of the class.

i read that and the whole room was silent. man that was uber weird. even the teacher was quiet! like he looked like he didn't know what to say.

dude my writings in that class have been pretty sad. i like, need to stop doing that. in the beginning of this year all my stuff was happy. i wrote happy random little stories lol but lately they've been all emo and crap. gaaaaaaaah

so anyways yeah the rest of the day was just okay. i was a hypebeast today lol jk. i just wore one of those scarves and yeah. and i wore my new flats but they kinda hurt my feet! but oh well they're pretty lol

so today i asked sirek if he could be my escort for my cotillion and he said yes. i was kinda happy/relieved because he was my first choice. i thought he was gonna say something like "i'll think about it" or just "nahhh" or something lol. i didn't know if he would really want to be my escort because we kinda drifted =/ but thing is he's like one of my closest guy friends and yeah

oh yeah and man dude i don't even know if i'm gonna have a cotillion anymore because it's so hard to find a place. ugh i hope i do though. i'm only 18 once.

so i've been planning who's gonna be in my court. i didn't really tell them that i chose them yet lol. and i realized that some people don't like others dude.. man that's the thing when it comes to me, because i'm friends with all of them and some of them dislike each other. i hope they learn to deal with it though. like i hope they do it just for me? lol iono. but then yeah dang i didn't realize until a while ago that not all of them get along. aiiiiya.

dude i just realized that senior files is due soon. i didn't even tell my mom and dad about it. oh shooooot lol oh well. i don't even know how it goes! like do we just put it on a paper and give it to the yearbook? or do we just write w/e and give it to them? confuuuuuuuuuuuusing!

OKAY well time to sleep lol i'm really tired. ugh it's 1AM already.

gnight (=

NO MORE MIDTERMS! no more friends?

YESSSSSSSS.

FINALS IS OVER. well, midterms, that is.

last time i checked i had an A in all my classes (except calculus -_- ). and then i found out i had a B+ in government. i needed 1% to get an A-! i hope i got it after the exam.

it was all pretty easy, except calculus. ugh that murders everything.

*sigh* i haven't written in a week. dang. lol i started writing everyday, then every other day, every week!

hm. i'll try to recap. lol basically each day was the same. for like two days i was part of the study group we had in calculus at john's house. it was fun and i learned a lot (things i should have already known). like a bunch of ways to figure out the math and blah blah blah yeah. lol

the night before finals, we all studied and stuff. lol the reason why i say "and stuff" is because some of us (especially me) was distracted. -_- everyone was stressed toward the end of the night, so john played some guitar and i sang! ahhaha. it was cool. then i was like omg let's record it. so we did (:




so lately i haven't been totally focused.. more focused than before, but just not enough. i still keep thinking. of stuff. i went on a myspace diet lol so that was good. it didn't even feel like i was off myspace for a week. it felt like two days. haha.

so anyways what important things did i do this week besides finals?

-senior portraits
-kick it with cousins
-cindy's house

SENIOR PORTRAIIIITS.. ugh i wasn't satisfied with the way my hair turned out )= it looked kind of uneven. and I SMILED WRONG! ugh. i think i lost my smile. sounds emo but i noticed that i've been smiling differently. well i smiled with my dimples closer to my mouth instead of my dimples on my cheeks. so i look fat with a double chin but it's whatever. i wore a hello kitty necklace(= i always planned on doing that, so yeah. yay. i had makeup on, which i disliked, because i felt like there was a pound of stuff on my face lol i couldn't rub my eyes or anything because of my eye makeup. my mom did my makeup, it actually turned out nice, i have to admit, but then i just don't like makeup so much because i don't look like me really. also because it's soooo time consuming to put it on. and omg it took me FOREVER to take it off!! ugh i don't know how to remove eyemakeup lol i put vaseline all over my eyelids to wipe off (because it safely removes makeup), but then it wouldn't go away for some reason! so yeah i just washed my face with soap and water, but then soap got in my eyes. x_X

anywaaaays. what else did i do? well yesterday my dad bought me two new pairs of shoes woohoo. boots and flats. the flats are nice but ugh i think they're sorta tight =/ lol i don't think i would be able to fit them next year if my feet get bigger. but i can't return them cuz they were on sale )=

after that, my brother and i were going to corvallis to pick up my little cousin from school. it's right across the street from my house, so we walked. the crossguard juan blew the whistle and held up his STOP sign hahaha and held out his hand for high fives. dang he's been a crossguard there for hecka years, even when i went to corvallis! i felt like a kid again for a quick moment when i gave him a highfive and crossed the street. man i miss elementary.

so i went to the classroom and she has the same teacher i had in first grade. ms. viera looks the same haha she never ages, it's weird. but then again, she's not even old. probably 30 years old or something, iono.

my little cousin was the last one in the classroom still coloring her pumpkin drawing. hahaha she's always the last one to finish. i think it's because she talks too much in class. that kid.

that night they were having a Halloween carnival! I miss those! they were hecka fun haha. then i wondered if ACE was volunteering for it, because i don't remember getting an email about it. I would have totally volunteered since it's just across the street from home. oh but i didn't have a halloween costume anyway ): i wonder what i'm gonna be for halloween.


after that she was done coloring, her dad picked her up at my house and my older cousin joseph and mya came over. it was fun because we went to target and stuff and ate at his house for dinner. my aunt cooks the second best dinners (my mom cooks the first best heheh). it was so good lol. then we ate birthdaycake icecream that we got from pak 'n save and played scrabble. after that, we played mario party (???) on the wii at my house. my cousins slept over. shawn and kuya joseph then played like lazer tag. i dont know if it was lazer tag, cuz shawn hasn't used it in a long time haha but it wassomething with the toy guns, and they played in the dark. and i stayed on the computer and slept at around 6am. yeeeeahp. i couldn't sleep.

so today was fun because i went to cindy's house! we were supposed to go to sharon's birthday BBQ but it was too late, so we just stayed at her house and worked on our TLG senior file. and we also ate and ate and ate hahah and played with her webcam. OH and we visited justin hahah surprise visit (= hope he didn't get mad hahah it was really a surprise, but yeah his house is so nice dude omggggggggggggggg rich person.


when cindy and i were making the TLG senior files, we went through so many old pictures haha. it sucks because most of the pictures we put on the page are kind of old, because we weren't always that close.. i wish we were though because that would have been nice. all five of us.

when i was younger, like in 4th and 5th grade, my closest friends were marjorie, deborah, lindsey, jacquie, and janice. sort of rylee too haha but she was mostly with deborah. man we were all soooo close, we were like a lil group back in the day. i always thought we were gonna be like "best friends forever" lol like in the movies. i thought we'd grow up together, through middle school and high school, and then catch up after college. i really thought it'd be like that. but ever since marjorie left, we all drifted and things weren't the same, especially since we were in middle school by the time. we all got new friends and drifted, well i still stayed close with marjorie of course, and then lindsey and jacquie and i were still close, but it just wasn't the same. then at around 8th grade jacquie wanted to be with other people or something, and lindsey and i drifted. it's sad because i hoped we would all be close for a long long time. i think i'm the only one that's still kinda bummed about it. i need to grow up.

it's just that i've always wanted to be close to a group of people and bond with them, yah know? like sisterhood traveling pants or whatever lol. that kinda thing. it's nice to just kick it with the ones that know you best. i'm just bummed that i don't have that. TLG coulda been it, but we never clicked, to be honest. it was all separate.

cindy, michelle, daphne and jenn know what i'm talking about.



it'd be cool to have a group of friends i could just bond with all the time when i get older though, like in Friends. haha a grownup group. that'd be nice (=


next subject. haha.
when i went home i was so bored omg lol so far since i came home i stayed on the laptop. and that was about two hours ago. i need a life man

hopefully mañana is great! even though i have nothing to do ):

monday, tuesday, happy days, wednesday thursday happy days, blah blah lol

whoa i haven't blogged in a week. lol oh well i don't think anybody really reads my crap anyway hahaa.

i shall recap what has happened this past week. i'll try to remember what i did each day.


wellll, saturday on the 11th, i went to SF go shopping! and to see Spring Awakening with mendy, karissa, and jenn. dude shopping was the bombbbb lol i accidentally went on a shopping spree i guess. spent over 80 bucks =x

i bought:
-two hello kitty things at urban outfitters (YEEEEEEEEE)
-a bunch of clothes at forever21
-a hat at h&m
-food at bistro burger YUM



so when we were on bart going to sf, we got off and mendy, karissa, and jenn were kinda laughing and i ignored it because i thought they had some kind of inside joke lol but then they were laughing at me and i was like what. and mendy said that the dude in bart was like "DAAAAAAAAMNNN.." like hecka loud when i got out my seat. i was like " .........."

i don't like it when people look at my butt because i feel a bit violated. lol. i mean like how come guys don't look at guys' butts? all butts look the same! two buttcheeks and a buttcrack. lol what's so great? haha


so yeah anyway fast forwardddddddd.. the rest of the day was splendid. while shopping i saw henry! my friend from PCA. i didn't realize how tall he was until he tackled/hugged me lol. haven't seen that dude in ages, so it was nice to see him.

after shopping we saw spring awakening at the curran theatre. dude it was soooo goood. i really love it lol. then after the show we got to meet the actors and actresses. one of them, anthony medina, is hecka hot dude. he's so cute lol




man i loveeeed walking in the city at night. i love the city lights in the dim streets and stuff. it'd be so nice to like link arms with somebody and just stroll along like that lollll

so that night i got home at like almost 1 i think? i forgot. but yeah i guess it was late.


on sunday, i didn't go to church because i overslept. well, nobody went to church actually, because my mom had to go to some event at work and i don't know, i guess my brother just didn't go. um that's all i remember about sunday right now lol

on monday i went to school all tired and stuff. and i forgot what happened that day too. crap my membory is hecka bad lol

dude i forgot tuesday.... the hell?

and wednesday was a CPT day. dude why can't i remember anything?!??!??!!!!! maybe cuz my days have been boring? i don't remember if it was on wednesday, but nick, karissa, and justin told me they chose me for publicist for the drama club! i was like OMGGGGG YAYYYYY i did a happy dance in front of them by accident but yayyyyyyyyy hahaha.

thursday.. well it was homecoming week actually, but nothing special really happened. i don't even know the whole theme to homecoming this year! was it cinema?????? heroes??????? somebody tell me lolll cuz everything is so vague at school nowadays. our school spirit is soooooo dead now. )= that sucks considering it's senior year.

on friday, yesterday, we had a day time homecoming rally. it wasn't that fun lol i tried to make the most of it by screaming a lot but it didn't really do any good lol. i didn't understand the freshmen skit at alllll until i interviewed one of the freshman officers for journalism. apparently their skit was about nacho libre keeping his religion lollll i was like wth when did that happen in ur skit? hahah. then the sophomores were okay lol there was some breakdancer kid in their dance. dude i don't remember their theme. the juniors... pirates of the carribean........ hahahah i'm sorry but the dance that the girls did.. tsk tsk they made themselves look like.... lol.. skanks? lol nah thats a harsh word. it's somewhere along those lines. lol they were crawling on the floor and going under each other and such lol so weird.

and the senior skit/dance was the best. we had a very clear script and so it was really easy to understand, and the somoan dance by the football team was cool. it really fit our indiana jones theme.

so today was heckof chill, i love today. but then at the same tim i'm so lazy! i should have, could have, would have done my personal statement... but noOoooOOOOOoooo i just had to have a lazy butt! -_- all day i ate, went on the internet, and played rockband. now that's lazy. oh yeah and i put on makeup to see if i could do it myself for my senior portrait.. let's just say it didn't work out lol. i think i look so weird with makeup. i don't know.

so this morning was sooooo goood because i woke up all untired and stuff lol and i made myself the ULTIMATE HOT BREAKFAST BOWL. thaaaaaas riiiiight. theeeee ultimate hot breakfast bowl. lol if you didn't know, i love cooking breakfasts. so i kinda invented this spicey breakfast bowl. well not the bowl, but the food inside it, duh lol anyways so what i do is make a goooooooood omlette with ham and cheese and eggs and stuff like that, garlic powder, pepper, milk, whatever. then when it's done, i put it on top of spiced up rice. the rice has tobasco sauce. omg yum then i had orange juice to drink. i dont know why but i like eating spicy stuff in the morning lol

so yeah anyways, earlier tonight i was talking to ben on the phone and lmao it was so funny. he probably doesn't want me to put up what happened so yeah i'll just laugh and laugh and laugh (= lol i didn't know talking to ben on the phone could be so fun hahahahah


so just a few hours ago michelle and i tried to webcam but then her camera was being funny lollll so we're just gonna try it tomorrow. the last time i webcammed with somebody was like probably two years ago. (HI MICHELLLLLEEE! LOL)

oh yeah and earlier was the homecoming game.

i heard tim didn't win senior homecoming king! :( lol oh well there's always prom? hahah

i didn't go because i didn't have a way there ): i kinda wish i went tho because it's senior year and all blah blah blah. and all my friends were there i guess. and i wanted to see the floats! i didn't help out with the float. this is the first year i didn't help out for homecoming. first time i wasn't helping with the float, and first time not being in the skit/dance. i'm starting to regret it but whatever. i've been so busy i could never stay after school to help. ugh calculus is killing me my grade cereally slipped in there. homework is a paiiiiiiiiin.


but anyway what am i doing tomorrow. i ain't know. church+hw+eat lol

if i remember anything that i didn't mention, i'll add it later... if i'm not lazy. haha

all that and a bag of chips

so like i was gonna go to sleep but then i remembered i haven't blogged! lol sooo like the loser i am, i shall mention what has been going on the past couple of days.

i am very stressed with calculus still. i'm understanding it more, but only because we started a new section or chapter or whatever we are on.

anyways so hmm let's see what happened on the 7th, 8th, 9th, and 10th? lol

well on tuesday i don't remember what happenned anymore lol so let's skip that

oh shoot dude i forgot what i did wednesday too wtheck?!

uh. well. yesterday the 9th (or 2 days ago, since it's almost 2 in the morning right now lol) i made a card for me and the other library volunteers (thuan, suzette, vivian, karissa, and wafa) to sign. the card was for ms. marks, the new librarian. she moved out of arroyo ALREADY! )= i have to say, she is really one of the nicest people i've met. and that is pretty much an understatement.

hmmmm. so this morning (the 10th), in journalism, when talking about freshmen or something, this girl (forgot her name) in class was like,

"yeah they think they're all that and a bag of chips, but they're not even the wrapper!"

lol i thoguht that was funny. only because it wasn't that funny hahah

so later on that day i had lots of things to do! it feels kinda good to be busy lol but at the same time it's like aahhhhhhhhhh. i had like 4 club meetings to go to since i'm tresurer in the FAST (filipino-american student team) club and vice president in fashion club. i also had an informational meeting to go to about christmas caroling lol i've never done that before so i thought that'd be cool. and then i also had an interview with the drama club officers cuz i want to be their publicity officer, but i went afterschool so that was cool.

so like tomorrow i'm going to san francisco for the first time since summer! i'm gonna go shopping and watch Spring Awakening with mendy, jenn, and karissa. woohooooo. lol i should be sleeping right now because i know i might oversleep O_O

with that said, i shall say good night.

yeah. goodnight. lol
i feel like i'm missing tons of details, but oh well.

peacelove&lol,
!$@831

OH YEAH AND I WANT THIS OMG I AM ON A MISSION TO FIND THESE IN SF TOMORROW

the stupid things.

i am very bummed. like bummer than the bummiest bummed. we got our calculus test back and i didn't do so hot on it. at all. ugh calculus is so stupid because it makes me feel stupid.

if calculus was a person i would scream at it and punch it and give it 87575324034 pi squared black eyes. yeeeah lol

so today was alright. things are becoming... back to norman? but i don't like it all that much i don't know why.

first block was the same ole stuff. i hope i don't get sick because i sit between my two friends that are sick and another sick one behind me. aaaaaah oh well i might be sick later anyway because the weather change.


in creative writing i read out loud my story that i wrote about a girl in a cafe and she was a workaholic. she was so busy that she never had a chance to love, and then when she finally did, she pushed the dude away because of work, and he never came back and then she later became lonely. lol sounds emo but yah the assignment was to write a story on a picture we chose. and i chose a pic of a lady in a cafe.


no more choir practices mean no more busy lunches. which means lonely isabel lol. so i went to c-6. or whatever that room was. the DECA room. mrs. c's room. lol anyways enough with the synonyms. yeah i went there and tried helping cindy decide which shirt design DECA should have. honestly i didn't like any of them lol but like two of them were better than the rest. one of the shirts had a green checkmark lol it reminded me of that weird commercial. "check into cash!" lol sounds stupidooo

anyways so yeah after that thats when i got my test score. -_- i would rather not talk about it.

so yah then 4th block we had a test. ahhhhhhh it was easy but it was hard.

today the library was closed so i got to go home.

when i got home i went on the computer a lot. ugh distractions. i am currently addicted to listening to Passion's cover of "stupid things." i keep playing it over and over today for some reason. i wish i could play piano so i could do what he does.



so anyways since i've been home, i ate, went on the computer, went on the computer some more, attempted homework, went on the computer, ate, and went on the computer, and did hw, then now i'm here lol and my eyes hurt.


OH and i got to talk to marjorie for the first time in a BAGILLIONNNNN years! it was a really nice catch up. lol we catch up hecka fast iono how we do it, especially since we only talked for an hour. i really miss her. not seeing her is like chocolate without the sweetness. lol that was a stupid simile but it works?????????

so yah and this seems somewhat short lol but oh well i'm tired adios!

Boy oh boy..

boy oh boy i'm starting to blog every other day.

well friday was another day. friday i went to school and worked at the library after school. lolll i put tape on thuan's butt while we were taping up little signs on the wall. i hope he doesn't get mad if he reads this lol(: so after that thuan and suzette were still there too and they were so cute. they seem like they're like each others' best friends and boyfriend/girlfriend. they are like my new favourite couple lol

anyways so i can't remember what exactly i did last night except for study for SAT's.

then today, or should i say yesterday (saturday) i woke up at 7 something to take the SAT's at bohannon. when my mom and i got to the car, she asked me "okay where's bohannon." i'm like, "are you kidding me?" and she wasn't kidding. she pulled a tim too. lol

so i told her where it was even tho she turned the wrong way and stuff. then i got there on time and was with vivian. then later blah blah blah in line for checking in, i saw francis already in a room, dancing near the window LOL. that was random but at the same time it wasn't because francis is a kind of person that wouldn't dread a test.

anyways then yeah my mom and dad picked me up and we went to home depot and then to in&out. there i saw michelle, nip, and robert. and i think i saw rachel too but i couldn't tell. well yeah the new in&out is packed dude! it was hard to find a seat, but luckily there were exactly three seats next to nip&michelle, so we sat next to them.

i ordered a number 2: cheeseburger (no onions), fries, and a drink. yum fatness

i was hoping i would see sergio there since he works there, so i can make fun of him. jk. he was off tho i think.

then after that i looked around the house for white linen or anything to make a toga because my cousin's christine's birthday party theme was.. wearing togas? so yeah i couldn't find anything so i just ended up wearing a simple dress. everyone changed later anyway.

when i was there i saw brian. we haven't seen each other in like. a year. i have to admit it was actually nice to see him again even though we drifted a lot and had a thing before. he was a really good friend of mine and i missed hanging out with him, christine, and her boyfriend mikey like i used to last year.

so during the party we danced and played rockband, but i didn't play til the end of the party lol. then i had to go. and here i aaaaam all tired. yet i can't sleep.

i will post up a picture when christine sends me them lol

Enough with it.

I want to go away.










and eat lots of icecream.
kbye

24/7?!

*siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh* calculus is killing me, man. i'm sitll not done with homework ugh and i have spanish to do and we have to read this LOOOOOONG spanish story and answer questions like wtheck dude )=


so i didn't get to blog yesterday and i don't remember too much of what has happened yesterday. if i remember i'll explain later? lol yah

well today i woke up really late and was late to journalism but oh well.

first block was okay. today was a cpt day so i was glad to get out early today.

second block was pretty cool and laid back like always. today we read stuff that we wrote. we had to write it, present it to the class by reading it, and the clas had to guess the theme of it. i hecka did mine wrong so when i read mine i just put out hecka emotion so maybe i could get an A? ahaha i can tell my teacher really liked it woohoo. the theme of my thingy was being hurt.


after that there was no lunch cuz of cpt, and i was hecka hungry. anyways so in calculus oh man i was so stuck. and i was sleepy. dillon helps me a lot in that class but i don't wanna bother him so i try not asking him that much for help. but then sam helps me even when i don't ask lol i said some stupid things in calc, i forgot what they were. but mable sam and dillon laughed or something iono lol i was confused

so at lunch i went to the Interact meeting and sat with cindy, and when kenny came in the room we were like WOO HOOOOOO CONGRATS KENNY ON UR LISCENSE!!!! ahaha that was funny

then for the last like. 5-10 mins of lunch, i stood outside with anh, kenny, kevin, and bj until the bell rang.

4th block. oh man was i tired. i was falling asleep ugh omg i think schni schni saw me lol i must have looked funny with my eyes closing and my head falling down and going up when i was falling asleep

after school i went to my locker and gave sirek something. it was kinda a relief to finally give it because i was wanting to give it on monday but i couldnt since i didnt see him

after that i worked in the library for like 3 hours. man that was actually tiring lol i had to scan books and desensitize books and shelf read and stamp and stuff. i think thats the most i've done in the library in one day

oh shoot that reminds me i have to make a collage for the library. a;klhfdalkdfh;aodfadfkh ugh

funny thing happened in the library today. i was with thuan and vivian in the office room of the library, and the librarian went to the bathroom. then we were looking through old books and they had like paintings of indians with boobs and stuff lol and i stamped them with the word "DISCARD" and then they were saying stuff i forgot what, and then i sarcastically said "i like boobs!" and the librarian came out and heard me HAHA oh man she prolly doesnt see me the same way anymore

so yah after that vivian and i walked halfway to karissa's house after that. she went to karissas then i went back to school so my dad could pick me up there. my dad bought me jack n the box yum that was good. i love curly fries

lol my dad told me he saw sergio working at in&out ahhahaha i shall visit him soon

so when i got home i ate my food then watched some gilmore girls at 5. i miss watching that show everyday. then i accidentally napped from 5:30 til about 7:30, 8ish? mannnn there went my homework time -_-

and then yah i ate dinner blah blah blah and procrastinated on hw. and here i am. HOLY CRAP IT'S 1:26AM WTH i thought it was 12 SOMETHING. omg yah well i shall go. ughhh

24 HOURS A DAY AINT ENOUGH