Happy (Day After) Thanksgiving!

OH EM to the freakin GEEEE


i haven't written in here in forever lolll. i missed blogging haha.

i haven't had enough time with calculus crap in my way and college applications ruining my free time lol.

well some pretty interesting and amazing things happened in the past, what, 26 days? lol. but i can't remember too much of the order or anything, so i'll just write whatever comes to mind.

oh yeah so like we got a new president-elect BARACK OBAMA! yeeeeee. let's hope what he says is true. i hope he turns out to be a REALLY good president. lol i'm hecka late in stating this in a blog. i'm probably the last one in the whole world to blog about that.

anyways, so yeah it's pretty cool to think that i was alive when that kinda history was made. lol because most of the history i learn about is when i wasn't even born yet lol. so yeah our kids will read their history books in class and they'll see "On November 4, 2008, Barack Obama was elected as the first African-American president." lolll or something like that.

ANYWAYS since that news is kinda old already, i'm moving on to the next subject lol.

dude.. gas prices!!!!!!! i saw on a sign that the price was $1.89! LOL THAT'S SO WEIRD. it hasn't been that cheap since like the earlier 2000s! lol

okay enough about politics. this blog is about me me ememmemememememmememee, not america. lol jk

i'm eating cheerios at the moment. yum

okay anywhoo so like i FINALLY started having cotillion practice. oh man it's such a relief to know that we got stuff done. hahaha. my birthday's coming up in march (march 1), so i don't have too much time, but eh, my mom's helping of course.

my court comes over every week and we dance in my garage hahaaha. it's fun, but it's reallly stressful. i don't think they understand how stressed i am with this lol. it's really hard to get everyoneeeee together, and i really reallly REALLY need everybody to attend the practices. because of someone's missing, someone is dancing with no partner. (marjorie and natalie's not coming to the last two practices was my fault though O_O i thought i told them about practice already. ugh i'm horrible.)

i'm a very easygoing person, but i know that sometimes i can't be lenient anymore. i hate asking for people's time, but this isn't really an exception for me to let them do w/e. man sometimes being too nice is hard lol

& dude. i'm cheographing (sp again?) all the dances. ugh wtheck dude lol i don't even dance that much. and the birthday girl's not sposed to do all the work ):< really seems like forever when it comes to not seeing each other. i'm really happy when i'm with marjorie. she never makes me mad or sad lol iono how she does it. kay so. what else. lol. oh, duh hahahahaha it was thanksgiving yesterday! (:
it was a very good day. i loved yesterday. i ate and didn't care about my weight lol and i played with the new puppy!!!! her name is claire. she's a golden retreiver. she got her name from Heroes' Claire Bennet cuz she's blonde lol. now that i think about it, her name coulda been Bennet. lol it sounds more doggy. but oh well, the name Claire is still pretty. and she's CUTEEEEEE! i love playing with claire.

man so everybody in the whole freaking nation went black friday shopping cept me. hahaha. ugh no tengo dinero. i spent it all last week. NOT SMART of me at all lol. i think it's kinda silly that the sales are in like 4 in the morning. lolll i remember when stores made it at like 6 AM. and some were 5AM. and this year, most stores are doing 4 AM. wtfudge lolll.

koit 96.5 is playing christmas songs now! dang dude it makes me realize how close christmas is! i love christmas. lol i love new year. i love the whole holiday season. you could keep warm at home with the people you love. you could cuddle with yo lovahhh. loll. now that i think about it, i've never had a boyfriend during the winter. hmm. lol.. so that means no cuddling with a lovahh or exchanging gifts with a lovahhh for me. aha.

anyyyyyyyyyyyyways.. i deleted my mariah carey youtube video hahah. it was getting annoying because the video wasn't always playing, and because, believe it or not, i've gotten messages on youtube telling me like "DiD y0U kn0 uR ToUCh maH b0Dy viDe0 D0n`T w0RKK??" LOL that typing is annoying. and yeah i sang the song ugly anyway so woohoo it's deleted lol it had more than 7,000 views though. that was cool lol

my right hand is itchy. my mom told me that it means i'm gonna get money soon. (why now???? black friday is like. over!) haha. oh man i hope i do get money ahahah

well time to go to my grandma and grandpa's for lunch! lol it's the "aftershock" of the thanksgiving party. we do that everytime we have a party hahah we throw another get together and finish the leftovers from the night before.

byebyeeee

i'll add more details and stuff later if i remember anything else.

go back in time

it's daylight's savings time! so it would actually be 2:28 AM right now haha. one hour back, woohoooo.

so i suddenly feel less tired lol because of that. how weird.

but then i feel like i'm gonna be sick! ugh i'm scared! my throat feels sore and my nose is kinda runny

ugh i think it's because i danced in the rain today... lol (:

that made my day though. this week the weather has been veryyyyyy rainy. i used to hate rain but i think i love it now. i don't know. i think it's because we haven't had rain in sooo long.

but yeah i sang and danced in the rain hahaha sounds so broadway-corny but hey it was fun lol

so like today i was supposed to go to kenny's birthday party, but he ditched his own party (before it even started). so i was like wtheck?? he went to crash someone else's party. why he gotta do that though? i mean like they live across the street from each other or something like that, but then dude. c'mon now. at least give a heads up, especially after i asked many times if his party is still gonna happen.

so i was at home the wholeeeeeee day except for when i went to church. ugh i wanted to go out man. i haven't in awhile. i noticed that nobody invites me to things anymore lol. i think i noticed that already but yeah i let it go. but dang freal tho i coulda been out! i don't care about how the weather may be lol

so hmmm this week has been busy-ish? went by quickly though.

last week on friday it was halloween! lol i had two costumes on accident. on thursday at the october thirty fest, i was a fairy princess. i was gonna wear it the next day to school on friday, but i thought it was gonna rain be hecka cold, and i didn't want to wear the dress from my costume. so when i was deciding what to wear that morning, i thought: hey! why not just stay in my PJ's? hahaaa so i was a baby in pajamas i guess lol i brought my snoopy stuffed toy, put my hair in pig tails, and put on some freckles. the freckles kinda looked like popped pimples in pictures lollll -_- but oh well. i napped instead of trick or treating hahaa i think my costume suited what i was doing very well.

october thirty fest was fun. i volunteered for the Drama club... sorta. lol. (=0

i spent a lot of the time there with karissa's cute little sister! we kinda matched costumes hahaa
so many people asked if she was my sister, and those that knew i didn't have a sister thought she was my cousin lol. i felt sort of bad because karissa wasn't with her instead, so i kept taking her back to karissa. lol then the 4-year-old ran to me o_o lol that was cute though. makes me want a sister. well actually i think i'd prefer having a little little brother haha. i wanna be daddy's only girl lol jk

so lately i've been reallly planning my cotillion and it's so stressful because i can't even find a place to hold it. and also i haven't contacted all the people i chose for my court yet =x
i am veryyyy late with planning >.<

i'm wondering how it's all going to turn out because like i said before, maybe not everybody will get along? and yeah i really hope everyone can make it to practices. my mom told me i would have to make every practice mandatory because if i hire a cheographer she doesn't want to be paying him for teaching the dance to only some of us or else it'd be a waste of moolah.

my theme colors are pinkish, gold, and brown. i'm not sure about the theme yet, maybe bows or hello kitty. or both since hello kitty has bows.

okay welp my head has been bothering me since 12 hours ago. i think i really am gonna be sick =((((((

i'll put up pictures later lol i'm too lazy. come back later kthanksbye.

!$@83L'z a HYPEBEAST

So like i should be finishing spanish hw right now but eh. i'll do that later lol

i feel like bloggin mah noggin

lol that was lame.


anyways so what did i do today.

oh man i'm gonna tell you right off the bat, today was pretty depressing. do i hide it well? eh depends on the person that knows about alla my crap haha but yeeeeah... )=

so it all started in 2nd block when we did these poems.

we had to write our poems based on what we saw in ink blob stuff that psychologists use.

my teacher mr. kerr said that what we see kinda tells us about who we are or how we're feeling.


ugh everyone saw something happy, like a man on a pogo stick, or a penguin leaning against a pole, but i saw a lonely girl.

ugh dude that hecka sucked because i couldn't see the pogo stick or the penguin or anything else. i kept seeing that freaking girl. ugh.

so i had to write a poem about it and he made us read ours out loud in front of the class.

i read that and the whole room was silent. man that was uber weird. even the teacher was quiet! like he looked like he didn't know what to say.

dude my writings in that class have been pretty sad. i like, need to stop doing that. in the beginning of this year all my stuff was happy. i wrote happy random little stories lol but lately they've been all emo and crap. gaaaaaaaah

so anyways yeah the rest of the day was just okay. i was a hypebeast today lol jk. i just wore one of those scarves and yeah. and i wore my new flats but they kinda hurt my feet! but oh well they're pretty lol

so today i asked sirek if he could be my escort for my cotillion and he said yes. i was kinda happy/relieved because he was my first choice. i thought he was gonna say something like "i'll think about it" or just "nahhh" or something lol. i didn't know if he would really want to be my escort because we kinda drifted =/ but thing is he's like one of my closest guy friends and yeah

oh yeah and man dude i don't even know if i'm gonna have a cotillion anymore because it's so hard to find a place. ugh i hope i do though. i'm only 18 once.

so i've been planning who's gonna be in my court. i didn't really tell them that i chose them yet lol. and i realized that some people don't like others dude.. man that's the thing when it comes to me, because i'm friends with all of them and some of them dislike each other. i hope they learn to deal with it though. like i hope they do it just for me? lol iono. but then yeah dang i didn't realize until a while ago that not all of them get along. aiiiiya.

dude i just realized that senior files is due soon. i didn't even tell my mom and dad about it. oh shooooot lol oh well. i don't even know how it goes! like do we just put it on a paper and give it to the yearbook? or do we just write w/e and give it to them? confuuuuuuuuuuuusing!

OKAY well time to sleep lol i'm really tired. ugh it's 1AM already.

gnight (=

NO MORE MIDTERMS! no more friends?

YESSSSSSSS.

FINALS IS OVER. well, midterms, that is.

last time i checked i had an A in all my classes (except calculus -_- ). and then i found out i had a B+ in government. i needed 1% to get an A-! i hope i got it after the exam.

it was all pretty easy, except calculus. ugh that murders everything.

*sigh* i haven't written in a week. dang. lol i started writing everyday, then every other day, every week!

hm. i'll try to recap. lol basically each day was the same. for like two days i was part of the study group we had in calculus at john's house. it was fun and i learned a lot (things i should have already known). like a bunch of ways to figure out the math and blah blah blah yeah. lol

the night before finals, we all studied and stuff. lol the reason why i say "and stuff" is because some of us (especially me) was distracted. -_- everyone was stressed toward the end of the night, so john played some guitar and i sang! ahhaha. it was cool. then i was like omg let's record it. so we did (:




so lately i haven't been totally focused.. more focused than before, but just not enough. i still keep thinking. of stuff. i went on a myspace diet lol so that was good. it didn't even feel like i was off myspace for a week. it felt like two days. haha.

so anyways what important things did i do this week besides finals?

-senior portraits
-kick it with cousins
-cindy's house

SENIOR PORTRAIIIITS.. ugh i wasn't satisfied with the way my hair turned out )= it looked kind of uneven. and I SMILED WRONG! ugh. i think i lost my smile. sounds emo but i noticed that i've been smiling differently. well i smiled with my dimples closer to my mouth instead of my dimples on my cheeks. so i look fat with a double chin but it's whatever. i wore a hello kitty necklace(= i always planned on doing that, so yeah. yay. i had makeup on, which i disliked, because i felt like there was a pound of stuff on my face lol i couldn't rub my eyes or anything because of my eye makeup. my mom did my makeup, it actually turned out nice, i have to admit, but then i just don't like makeup so much because i don't look like me really. also because it's soooo time consuming to put it on. and omg it took me FOREVER to take it off!! ugh i don't know how to remove eyemakeup lol i put vaseline all over my eyelids to wipe off (because it safely removes makeup), but then it wouldn't go away for some reason! so yeah i just washed my face with soap and water, but then soap got in my eyes. x_X

anywaaaays. what else did i do? well yesterday my dad bought me two new pairs of shoes woohoo. boots and flats. the flats are nice but ugh i think they're sorta tight =/ lol i don't think i would be able to fit them next year if my feet get bigger. but i can't return them cuz they were on sale )=

after that, my brother and i were going to corvallis to pick up my little cousin from school. it's right across the street from my house, so we walked. the crossguard juan blew the whistle and held up his STOP sign hahaha and held out his hand for high fives. dang he's been a crossguard there for hecka years, even when i went to corvallis! i felt like a kid again for a quick moment when i gave him a highfive and crossed the street. man i miss elementary.

so i went to the classroom and she has the same teacher i had in first grade. ms. viera looks the same haha she never ages, it's weird. but then again, she's not even old. probably 30 years old or something, iono.

my little cousin was the last one in the classroom still coloring her pumpkin drawing. hahaha she's always the last one to finish. i think it's because she talks too much in class. that kid.

that night they were having a Halloween carnival! I miss those! they were hecka fun haha. then i wondered if ACE was volunteering for it, because i don't remember getting an email about it. I would have totally volunteered since it's just across the street from home. oh but i didn't have a halloween costume anyway ): i wonder what i'm gonna be for halloween.


after that she was done coloring, her dad picked her up at my house and my older cousin joseph and mya came over. it was fun because we went to target and stuff and ate at his house for dinner. my aunt cooks the second best dinners (my mom cooks the first best heheh). it was so good lol. then we ate birthdaycake icecream that we got from pak 'n save and played scrabble. after that, we played mario party (???) on the wii at my house. my cousins slept over. shawn and kuya joseph then played like lazer tag. i dont know if it was lazer tag, cuz shawn hasn't used it in a long time haha but it wassomething with the toy guns, and they played in the dark. and i stayed on the computer and slept at around 6am. yeeeeahp. i couldn't sleep.

so today was fun because i went to cindy's house! we were supposed to go to sharon's birthday BBQ but it was too late, so we just stayed at her house and worked on our TLG senior file. and we also ate and ate and ate hahah and played with her webcam. OH and we visited justin hahah surprise visit (= hope he didn't get mad hahah it was really a surprise, but yeah his house is so nice dude omggggggggggggggg rich person.


when cindy and i were making the TLG senior files, we went through so many old pictures haha. it sucks because most of the pictures we put on the page are kind of old, because we weren't always that close.. i wish we were though because that would have been nice. all five of us.

when i was younger, like in 4th and 5th grade, my closest friends were marjorie, deborah, lindsey, jacquie, and janice. sort of rylee too haha but she was mostly with deborah. man we were all soooo close, we were like a lil group back in the day. i always thought we were gonna be like "best friends forever" lol like in the movies. i thought we'd grow up together, through middle school and high school, and then catch up after college. i really thought it'd be like that. but ever since marjorie left, we all drifted and things weren't the same, especially since we were in middle school by the time. we all got new friends and drifted, well i still stayed close with marjorie of course, and then lindsey and jacquie and i were still close, but it just wasn't the same. then at around 8th grade jacquie wanted to be with other people or something, and lindsey and i drifted. it's sad because i hoped we would all be close for a long long time. i think i'm the only one that's still kinda bummed about it. i need to grow up.

it's just that i've always wanted to be close to a group of people and bond with them, yah know? like sisterhood traveling pants or whatever lol. that kinda thing. it's nice to just kick it with the ones that know you best. i'm just bummed that i don't have that. TLG coulda been it, but we never clicked, to be honest. it was all separate.

cindy, michelle, daphne and jenn know what i'm talking about.



it'd be cool to have a group of friends i could just bond with all the time when i get older though, like in Friends. haha a grownup group. that'd be nice (=


next subject. haha.
when i went home i was so bored omg lol so far since i came home i stayed on the laptop. and that was about two hours ago. i need a life man

hopefully mañana is great! even though i have nothing to do ):

monday, tuesday, happy days, wednesday thursday happy days, blah blah lol

whoa i haven't blogged in a week. lol oh well i don't think anybody really reads my crap anyway hahaa.

i shall recap what has happened this past week. i'll try to remember what i did each day.


wellll, saturday on the 11th, i went to SF go shopping! and to see Spring Awakening with mendy, karissa, and jenn. dude shopping was the bombbbb lol i accidentally went on a shopping spree i guess. spent over 80 bucks =x

i bought:
-two hello kitty things at urban outfitters (YEEEEEEEEE)
-a bunch of clothes at forever21
-a hat at h&m
-food at bistro burger YUM



so when we were on bart going to sf, we got off and mendy, karissa, and jenn were kinda laughing and i ignored it because i thought they had some kind of inside joke lol but then they were laughing at me and i was like what. and mendy said that the dude in bart was like "DAAAAAAAAMNNN.." like hecka loud when i got out my seat. i was like " .........."

i don't like it when people look at my butt because i feel a bit violated. lol. i mean like how come guys don't look at guys' butts? all butts look the same! two buttcheeks and a buttcrack. lol what's so great? haha


so yeah anyway fast forwardddddddd.. the rest of the day was splendid. while shopping i saw henry! my friend from PCA. i didn't realize how tall he was until he tackled/hugged me lol. haven't seen that dude in ages, so it was nice to see him.

after shopping we saw spring awakening at the curran theatre. dude it was soooo goood. i really love it lol. then after the show we got to meet the actors and actresses. one of them, anthony medina, is hecka hot dude. he's so cute lol




man i loveeeed walking in the city at night. i love the city lights in the dim streets and stuff. it'd be so nice to like link arms with somebody and just stroll along like that lollll

so that night i got home at like almost 1 i think? i forgot. but yeah i guess it was late.


on sunday, i didn't go to church because i overslept. well, nobody went to church actually, because my mom had to go to some event at work and i don't know, i guess my brother just didn't go. um that's all i remember about sunday right now lol

on monday i went to school all tired and stuff. and i forgot what happened that day too. crap my membory is hecka bad lol

dude i forgot tuesday.... the hell?

and wednesday was a CPT day. dude why can't i remember anything?!??!??!!!!! maybe cuz my days have been boring? i don't remember if it was on wednesday, but nick, karissa, and justin told me they chose me for publicist for the drama club! i was like OMGGGGG YAYYYYY i did a happy dance in front of them by accident but yayyyyyyyyy hahaha.

thursday.. well it was homecoming week actually, but nothing special really happened. i don't even know the whole theme to homecoming this year! was it cinema?????? heroes??????? somebody tell me lolll cuz everything is so vague at school nowadays. our school spirit is soooooo dead now. )= that sucks considering it's senior year.

on friday, yesterday, we had a day time homecoming rally. it wasn't that fun lol i tried to make the most of it by screaming a lot but it didn't really do any good lol. i didn't understand the freshmen skit at alllll until i interviewed one of the freshman officers for journalism. apparently their skit was about nacho libre keeping his religion lollll i was like wth when did that happen in ur skit? hahah. then the sophomores were okay lol there was some breakdancer kid in their dance. dude i don't remember their theme. the juniors... pirates of the carribean........ hahahah i'm sorry but the dance that the girls did.. tsk tsk they made themselves look like.... lol.. skanks? lol nah thats a harsh word. it's somewhere along those lines. lol they were crawling on the floor and going under each other and such lol so weird.

and the senior skit/dance was the best. we had a very clear script and so it was really easy to understand, and the somoan dance by the football team was cool. it really fit our indiana jones theme.

so today was heckof chill, i love today. but then at the same tim i'm so lazy! i should have, could have, would have done my personal statement... but noOoooOOOOOoooo i just had to have a lazy butt! -_- all day i ate, went on the internet, and played rockband. now that's lazy. oh yeah and i put on makeup to see if i could do it myself for my senior portrait.. let's just say it didn't work out lol. i think i look so weird with makeup. i don't know.

so this morning was sooooo goood because i woke up all untired and stuff lol and i made myself the ULTIMATE HOT BREAKFAST BOWL. thaaaaaas riiiiight. theeeee ultimate hot breakfast bowl. lol if you didn't know, i love cooking breakfasts. so i kinda invented this spicey breakfast bowl. well not the bowl, but the food inside it, duh lol anyways so what i do is make a goooooooood omlette with ham and cheese and eggs and stuff like that, garlic powder, pepper, milk, whatever. then when it's done, i put it on top of spiced up rice. the rice has tobasco sauce. omg yum then i had orange juice to drink. i dont know why but i like eating spicy stuff in the morning lol

so yeah anyways, earlier tonight i was talking to ben on the phone and lmao it was so funny. he probably doesn't want me to put up what happened so yeah i'll just laugh and laugh and laugh (= lol i didn't know talking to ben on the phone could be so fun hahahahah


so just a few hours ago michelle and i tried to webcam but then her camera was being funny lollll so we're just gonna try it tomorrow. the last time i webcammed with somebody was like probably two years ago. (HI MICHELLLLLEEE! LOL)

oh yeah and earlier was the homecoming game.

i heard tim didn't win senior homecoming king! :( lol oh well there's always prom? hahah

i didn't go because i didn't have a way there ): i kinda wish i went tho because it's senior year and all blah blah blah. and all my friends were there i guess. and i wanted to see the floats! i didn't help out with the float. this is the first year i didn't help out for homecoming. first time i wasn't helping with the float, and first time not being in the skit/dance. i'm starting to regret it but whatever. i've been so busy i could never stay after school to help. ugh calculus is killing me my grade cereally slipped in there. homework is a paiiiiiiiiin.


but anyway what am i doing tomorrow. i ain't know. church+hw+eat lol

if i remember anything that i didn't mention, i'll add it later... if i'm not lazy. haha

all that and a bag of chips

so like i was gonna go to sleep but then i remembered i haven't blogged! lol sooo like the loser i am, i shall mention what has been going on the past couple of days.

i am very stressed with calculus still. i'm understanding it more, but only because we started a new section or chapter or whatever we are on.

anyways so hmm let's see what happened on the 7th, 8th, 9th, and 10th? lol

well on tuesday i don't remember what happenned anymore lol so let's skip that

oh shoot dude i forgot what i did wednesday too wtheck?!

uh. well. yesterday the 9th (or 2 days ago, since it's almost 2 in the morning right now lol) i made a card for me and the other library volunteers (thuan, suzette, vivian, karissa, and wafa) to sign. the card was for ms. marks, the new librarian. she moved out of arroyo ALREADY! )= i have to say, she is really one of the nicest people i've met. and that is pretty much an understatement.

hmmmm. so this morning (the 10th), in journalism, when talking about freshmen or something, this girl (forgot her name) in class was like,

"yeah they think they're all that and a bag of chips, but they're not even the wrapper!"

lol i thoguht that was funny. only because it wasn't that funny hahah

so later on that day i had lots of things to do! it feels kinda good to be busy lol but at the same time it's like aahhhhhhhhhh. i had like 4 club meetings to go to since i'm tresurer in the FAST (filipino-american student team) club and vice president in fashion club. i also had an informational meeting to go to about christmas caroling lol i've never done that before so i thought that'd be cool. and then i also had an interview with the drama club officers cuz i want to be their publicity officer, but i went afterschool so that was cool.

so like tomorrow i'm going to san francisco for the first time since summer! i'm gonna go shopping and watch Spring Awakening with mendy, jenn, and karissa. woohooooo. lol i should be sleeping right now because i know i might oversleep O_O

with that said, i shall say good night.

yeah. goodnight. lol
i feel like i'm missing tons of details, but oh well.

peacelove&lol,
!$@831

OH YEAH AND I WANT THIS OMG I AM ON A MISSION TO FIND THESE IN SF TOMORROW

the stupid things.

i am very bummed. like bummer than the bummiest bummed. we got our calculus test back and i didn't do so hot on it. at all. ugh calculus is so stupid because it makes me feel stupid.

if calculus was a person i would scream at it and punch it and give it 87575324034 pi squared black eyes. yeeeah lol

so today was alright. things are becoming... back to norman? but i don't like it all that much i don't know why.

first block was the same ole stuff. i hope i don't get sick because i sit between my two friends that are sick and another sick one behind me. aaaaaah oh well i might be sick later anyway because the weather change.


in creative writing i read out loud my story that i wrote about a girl in a cafe and she was a workaholic. she was so busy that she never had a chance to love, and then when she finally did, she pushed the dude away because of work, and he never came back and then she later became lonely. lol sounds emo but yah the assignment was to write a story on a picture we chose. and i chose a pic of a lady in a cafe.


no more choir practices mean no more busy lunches. which means lonely isabel lol. so i went to c-6. or whatever that room was. the DECA room. mrs. c's room. lol anyways enough with the synonyms. yeah i went there and tried helping cindy decide which shirt design DECA should have. honestly i didn't like any of them lol but like two of them were better than the rest. one of the shirts had a green checkmark lol it reminded me of that weird commercial. "check into cash!" lol sounds stupidooo

anyways so yeah after that thats when i got my test score. -_- i would rather not talk about it.

so yah then 4th block we had a test. ahhhhhhh it was easy but it was hard.

today the library was closed so i got to go home.

when i got home i went on the computer a lot. ugh distractions. i am currently addicted to listening to Passion's cover of "stupid things." i keep playing it over and over today for some reason. i wish i could play piano so i could do what he does.



so anyways since i've been home, i ate, went on the computer, went on the computer some more, attempted homework, went on the computer, ate, and went on the computer, and did hw, then now i'm here lol and my eyes hurt.


OH and i got to talk to marjorie for the first time in a BAGILLIONNNNN years! it was a really nice catch up. lol we catch up hecka fast iono how we do it, especially since we only talked for an hour. i really miss her. not seeing her is like chocolate without the sweetness. lol that was a stupid simile but it works?????????

so yah and this seems somewhat short lol but oh well i'm tired adios!

Boy oh boy..

boy oh boy i'm starting to blog every other day.

well friday was another day. friday i went to school and worked at the library after school. lolll i put tape on thuan's butt while we were taping up little signs on the wall. i hope he doesn't get mad if he reads this lol(: so after that thuan and suzette were still there too and they were so cute. they seem like they're like each others' best friends and boyfriend/girlfriend. they are like my new favourite couple lol

anyways so i can't remember what exactly i did last night except for study for SAT's.

then today, or should i say yesterday (saturday) i woke up at 7 something to take the SAT's at bohannon. when my mom and i got to the car, she asked me "okay where's bohannon." i'm like, "are you kidding me?" and she wasn't kidding. she pulled a tim too. lol

so i told her where it was even tho she turned the wrong way and stuff. then i got there on time and was with vivian. then later blah blah blah in line for checking in, i saw francis already in a room, dancing near the window LOL. that was random but at the same time it wasn't because francis is a kind of person that wouldn't dread a test.

anyways then yeah my mom and dad picked me up and we went to home depot and then to in&out. there i saw michelle, nip, and robert. and i think i saw rachel too but i couldn't tell. well yeah the new in&out is packed dude! it was hard to find a seat, but luckily there were exactly three seats next to nip&michelle, so we sat next to them.

i ordered a number 2: cheeseburger (no onions), fries, and a drink. yum fatness

i was hoping i would see sergio there since he works there, so i can make fun of him. jk. he was off tho i think.

then after that i looked around the house for white linen or anything to make a toga because my cousin's christine's birthday party theme was.. wearing togas? so yeah i couldn't find anything so i just ended up wearing a simple dress. everyone changed later anyway.

when i was there i saw brian. we haven't seen each other in like. a year. i have to admit it was actually nice to see him again even though we drifted a lot and had a thing before. he was a really good friend of mine and i missed hanging out with him, christine, and her boyfriend mikey like i used to last year.

so during the party we danced and played rockband, but i didn't play til the end of the party lol. then i had to go. and here i aaaaam all tired. yet i can't sleep.

i will post up a picture when christine sends me them lol

Enough with it.

I want to go away.










and eat lots of icecream.
kbye

24/7?!

*siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh* calculus is killing me, man. i'm sitll not done with homework ugh and i have spanish to do and we have to read this LOOOOOONG spanish story and answer questions like wtheck dude )=


so i didn't get to blog yesterday and i don't remember too much of what has happened yesterday. if i remember i'll explain later? lol yah

well today i woke up really late and was late to journalism but oh well.

first block was okay. today was a cpt day so i was glad to get out early today.

second block was pretty cool and laid back like always. today we read stuff that we wrote. we had to write it, present it to the class by reading it, and the clas had to guess the theme of it. i hecka did mine wrong so when i read mine i just put out hecka emotion so maybe i could get an A? ahaha i can tell my teacher really liked it woohoo. the theme of my thingy was being hurt.


after that there was no lunch cuz of cpt, and i was hecka hungry. anyways so in calculus oh man i was so stuck. and i was sleepy. dillon helps me a lot in that class but i don't wanna bother him so i try not asking him that much for help. but then sam helps me even when i don't ask lol i said some stupid things in calc, i forgot what they were. but mable sam and dillon laughed or something iono lol i was confused

so at lunch i went to the Interact meeting and sat with cindy, and when kenny came in the room we were like WOO HOOOOOO CONGRATS KENNY ON UR LISCENSE!!!! ahaha that was funny

then for the last like. 5-10 mins of lunch, i stood outside with anh, kenny, kevin, and bj until the bell rang.

4th block. oh man was i tired. i was falling asleep ugh omg i think schni schni saw me lol i must have looked funny with my eyes closing and my head falling down and going up when i was falling asleep

after school i went to my locker and gave sirek something. it was kinda a relief to finally give it because i was wanting to give it on monday but i couldnt since i didnt see him

after that i worked in the library for like 3 hours. man that was actually tiring lol i had to scan books and desensitize books and shelf read and stamp and stuff. i think thats the most i've done in the library in one day

oh shoot that reminds me i have to make a collage for the library. a;klhfdalkdfh;aodfadfkh ugh

funny thing happened in the library today. i was with thuan and vivian in the office room of the library, and the librarian went to the bathroom. then we were looking through old books and they had like paintings of indians with boobs and stuff lol and i stamped them with the word "DISCARD" and then they were saying stuff i forgot what, and then i sarcastically said "i like boobs!" and the librarian came out and heard me HAHA oh man she prolly doesnt see me the same way anymore

so yah after that vivian and i walked halfway to karissa's house after that. she went to karissas then i went back to school so my dad could pick me up there. my dad bought me jack n the box yum that was good. i love curly fries

lol my dad told me he saw sergio working at in&out ahhahaha i shall visit him soon

so when i got home i ate my food then watched some gilmore girls at 5. i miss watching that show everyday. then i accidentally napped from 5:30 til about 7:30, 8ish? mannnn there went my homework time -_-

and then yah i ate dinner blah blah blah and procrastinated on hw. and here i am. HOLY CRAP IT'S 1:26AM WTH i thought it was 12 SOMETHING. omg yah well i shall go. ughhh

24 HOURS A DAY AINT ENOUGH

chili con carne

hellooooo.

i don't want to go back to school. it's been a long weekend. i didn't get to blog yesterday, so let me tell you what i did yesterday and today.


yesterday, i had to go to school at 4 in the morning to meet up with theo, laura, samantha, and nathan, and my choir teacher ms. schultz because we were all going to chico. but we had to pick up nathan lol cuz iono he took too long at home. it was finally the day we've all been rehearsing for!

we rode in ms. schultz's old school station wagon. i gotta admit, that car was kinda comfy (but not when it's full lol). i brought my huge hello kitty pillow and a bag of stuff along with me.

when we finally arrived at chico at around 8ish-9ish, we ate breakfast at this one restaurant. i forgot what it was called. we were going to the one that we went to last year, but they were closed, so we went to that one instead. i got corned beef hash (?), hash browns, toast, and scrambled eggs. it was good. after that, we all paid for our own meals and gave a tip. i think i over tipped. i always overtip lol oh well

then we went to chico state university. we rehearsed for hours and hourssssssss. from 10-4:30. my feet were KILLING me from standing and singing for hecka long. we had breaks but man was i tired. i didnt get a very good sleep in the station wagon and i had a stiff neck.

at like around 12:30 or something like that, we ate lunch. i didn't buy lunch cuz i wasn't hungry. i just ate grapes and gram crackers. sam and laura brought em. it was good lol. then nathan got me icecream at coldstone. i still have to pay him back. (note to self: pay nathan $2.75 lol) i got Birthday Cake Remix. it was goooood. (:

oh yeah and when we were walking around looking for a place to eat, we saw this COOL wall with people walking! iono who the men on the wall are but yeah it was cool. so we took a pic with it lol.

anyways then we rehearsed a lil more then at 4:30 got ready for our performance at 5.

at the beginning of the show, the chamber choir of CSU sang like three songs. i really like two of the songs they sang. i forgot what one of em was, but it was something like "don't forget me" or something. then i really liked that they sang "chili con carne" by the real group lol. that song's in my head right now.



then we finally performed. we sang 5 songs: The Scout, Exultate Justi, The Pasture, The Heavens are Telling, and My Good Lord's Done Been Here. some kid screwed up the whole thing at the end of the pasture, i think it was. he/she whoever it was sang at one of the parts where it was sposed to be an instrumental break lol



before we went home, we took pictures in our choir robes. yeeeeah we were helluh raw because we were like the only ones in robes. everyone else had to wear black dresses and tuxedoooos.
when we were taking pics, i was like "ooh! let's take a funny one!" then theo put his hands up like a director picturing a scene and said "hold it right there isabel! ur perfect, funny" and i was like =O and then LOL ms. schultz clicked the camera and it became a kodak moment

so after that we were all exhausted and samantha, theo, and i were in the car with ms. schultz in her station wagon cuz laura and nathan went home with their families. i sat in the back. i had the whole back row to myself lol. so i laid down. the back seat was one of those seats were it faces the back window. so it was pretty cool cuz it felt like the cars behind us were chasing me. so when i was lying down i could see the stars in the sky! omg it was so pretty, i havent seen so many stars in a long time. cuz we were on the road and theres not much light there. there was only ONE star that shined really really bright. then i thought i saw a moving star. i was like WTF! but it was a plane

so we made a stop to mel's diner. it's so cooool. it's 50's themed. ms. schultz said the original one is in SF. i wanna go! i ordered some cheesesteak sandwhich thing with hoagie bread or something lol. there was sposed to be mushrooms in it but i asked them not to put it. the waiter was like "aw u dont like fungi?" i was like, "uh.. no...?" lol why would i ask them not to put it

then i got home at around 11 or 11:30 or something like that, i forget. i was so tired. but i still stayed up til 3. i couldn't sleep. i'm crazy


so today i woke up at

i got home at around 11:30 i think. i forgot.



then today, it was pretty simple. i missed church cuz i woke up at 12:30 but got outta bed by about 1:15. iono lol i stayed in bed all morning just to pass the time. when i was lying down for hecka long i looked thru the pics we took yesterday and the vids of us singing.

then i ate cheerios, went on the laptop, the laptop became stupid, so i used the computer, then i watched some making the band 3 on the computer. dude Q is soooo sweet to Dawn.

so yah then at 6:30 i went to round table pizza with the family. it was good.

and here i am, on the computer lol. just like 10 years ago.

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh what a day. i think this is the most boring day in senior year so far. i woke up at 6:30 instead of 6, and got to journalism at 7.

in 1st block we all sang in spanish. my teacher said if we go in front of the class and sing it, it might be extra credit. i would do it because i know like three songs in spanish. i just need to pronounce the words clearer and i'm good.
2nd block was okay. we talked about names. i always think about how we all look like our names somehow. like i look like an isabel. i guess. lol. then Lizi in my class said that theres this thing about if your name starts from A to i forgot what letter, you're hecka smart. It musta been A-H because i'm not super smart.

yup. i'm not super smart.. at lunch i signed up for interact real quick and had to go to choir rehearsal. it went by really fast.

3rd block was okay cuz we had a sub today. dillon helped me out a lot on math. i understand it now. i just hope i dont forget it all.

after 3rd block and during break sirek gave me back my jacket from the night before since i forgot it at his place. i didn't even know i left it there. so i just took it and said "thank you" kinda quietly and walked fast cuz i was looking for acky because i didn't finish my lil interview with him for my newspaper article on community service. i felt....iono.. when i walked away from him like that.. i couldn't even look at him. i just said thank you and went away. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

4th block was easy cuz we had this guy from western career college come in and talk to us. he was kind of funny but he talked for a whole hour so he wasn't that funny anymore lol i got hecka homework done while he was talking (and yet i'm still awake this late..).

i don't know why but i don't like talking about college. i guess i just feel really unprepared.. i haven't written a personal statement or anything yet. i haven't visited any colleges except for berkeley, but that doesn't count because i actually went there for the summer already, and i know i won't get accepted in there.

i forgot to mention that yesterday i had a really long talk with my spanish 1&2 teacher ms. shuguli. she's my favourite teacher. she really made me want to kind of cry because she is such a great inspiration. but of course, i sucked it up and didn't show a tear lol. she told me how if i have an opportunity to go far away, i should take it because i can't just stay here forever, because if i do, i will never move on and learn how to adjust to different places and be on my own. i told her i kind of wanted to stay around here in the bay, but she was right, going far away would be best for me to learn how to be by myself. "no more always with mommy or daddy," she said.

so after school i thought i was going to the library to work but turns out it was closed. vivian, karissa, and i joked and said we wanted to go into the library so bad. it was pretty funny.

then i sat at the bricks again with my books and stuff by myself. waiting for my dad to pick me up feels like forever when i'm just sitting there alone. it's like gawd, i wanna go home already, get me out of here

so yeah after that, i ate and went on the computer and did hw/aim/myspace/youtube, the usual.

then my brother played a familiar song on his PSP. i listened to it closely. "turn the page" by bobby valentino. wasn't that song from like freshman year or something? i forget but i remember that song's old.

at around 11:40pm justin called. we talked for like iono, 20, 22 minutes? that was nice. i haven't talked to him in awhile. i haven't talked on the fone in a conversation that long for awhile either. i miss late night conversations. too bad it's not summer anymore.

welp gotta wake up in 5 hours. i don't even know why i write on these blogs. i'm spending 15 minutes of my sleeping time

time machine, time machine

today was very interesting. found out a lot of things. but it's weird because i had already figured, but for some reason i didn't listen to myself again.

then again it's all the same. it's like i like to isolate myself or something.

time machine, time machine.

i really miss marjorie, like really badly. it's been too long and i really need her comfort right now.


i don't feel like doing anything. i have two articles to write, a binder to organize, and math homework to do tonight. i'll let today's stuff go.

hopskotch, then turn around.
that dream turned real.

another day, another night.

peace, love, & yeah,
-!sabel

bottle it up

<-- i like this picture, iono know why

today was very lame. but it's fine. lol

so this morning i woke up at 10:16am and noticed my back hurted like a mother. omgaaaaaaah it was horrible. i think my scoliosis is getting worse =\

after washing up, i ate a bowl of cheerios. it was really yummy. i hadn't eaten cheerios in a long time.

then i went on the computer and signed on aim ahahaha the first IM i got was an offline IM from last night from sergio

sergio (2:14:24AM): why do u always do that
ahaha. he asked that because sometimes when we don't talk at all during the day, i IM him goodnight right before sign off.

i thought it was quite funny because he never replies to my goodnights. (= but yeah i don't know why i always do that either. but then like we don't talk during the day, but when we do, it's like a dead conversation lol so i thought why not save the energy for my fingers and not IM him first since the convo will later be dead anyway. jk. but yeah sometimes i just don't wanna sign off w/o telling him goodnight because it wouldn't feel right. but then again, i think he wouldn't care. he never really cares about stuff like that i guess. it's like yeah why don't i just IM him during the day and then say goodnight later, but i'm always the one that IMs him first, or if he's the first, then i'm the one tryna make more conversation, and i'm tired of it sometimes so i just say goodnight(:


<-- i forgot what i was doing but i look retorded lol

so then yeahyeahyeah i was on the computer for a bagillion hours and i talked to ben about stuff. ben's really helpful. he's like that tough dude with a soft heart hahaahah that fool tries to make me feel better and give me advice and stuff. it sucks because i wanna take his advice but then i'm just so scared all the time. i keep complaining and crap to him but i didn't notice it til now. but he doesn't mind too much lol even tho he tells me to shut up but like yeah he's right i needa bottle it all up. yeahyeahyeah. he really understands my crap lol i haven't had a friend like that in awhile.



hmmm so during those bagillion hours of computer i did hw.... EARLY! woohoo go me. i'd be sleeping right now i wasnt doing this blog lol i'm wasting minutes of my life but oh well

then upstairs we cleaned the extra bedroom and my dad painted it. light blue and brown. i like the blue walls because it reminds me of a beach or a blue sky. i like the brown because it reminds me of chocolate lol. but yeah that room is gonna be a gym. we have exercise equipment and stuff but never really had a place to put it all, so it's all gonna be in the new gym. shawn and i wanted it to be a game room so we could put all the board games, video games, and computer and stuff in there. and maybe a pool table. but then yeah we really needed a place to put the exercise stuff lol and my mom wants to use the gym more. i will use it when we get a threadmill. i'm fat




so like after that my relatives came over for an aftershock party from yesterday. hahahaa we call it aftershock because it's like an afterparty. but yeah we all ate and stuff and my cousin and his gf and shawn played scrabble while i was doing stinkin hw. i don't get calculus at all dude i'm so lost and i'm so scared. i cannot afford to fail this freaking class this year.


okay so yeah that's pretty much it lol my day was very simple. night yalllllll

Wake me up when September ends.

hellohellohello.


today was very long.


i woke up early to get to church by about 8:30 for my grandparent's 56th wedding anniversary. after that, we all went to Denny's for breakfast. while we were waiting, i sat next to my grandpa and asked him if grandma looked beautiful. "No," he replied and smiled. i was waiting for his just kidding. but he didn't say it LOL he pulled a tim.

but nah i guess he was joking tho lolllll we laughed about it, it was funny.

at denny's i ate eggs, sausage, bacon, pancakes, and hashbrowns. omgggg gotta love hashbrowns. and i drank their ojmango.

after that i stayed home with my little cousin hanah while everyone else went to costco. hanah and i played ring toss lol we did this odd little skit where we win 5 cents for playing and use the money we won to buy a job. iono it's weird lol but it was actually pretty fun.

oh yeah and i called pro image to reschedule my appointment. i kinda wish i took it today but then at the same time i'm glad i didn't because i am soooo not ready. iono what to do with my hair or makeup and alla that girly crap. i'm taking my pics october 22nd now. ugh that's a wednesday. it's not even gonna be a CPT day. i shoulda taken advantage of being able to take it today since its a saturday. oh well too late.


after hanah left, i went on the computer. the computer was boring so i napped. i had the oddest dream..

i was hopskotching lol. he hopskotched near me and threw his rock at me. it was a silly thing, he just threw it to mess around. he turned around, i asked where he was going, he shook his head and went away. i wanted to tell him not to go away, but i didn't.


yeah.. so i woke up to my brother telling me the VMAs was on. i never got to watch it til today. lol hecka late, i know.

after that i went to my grandparents' house for dinner. i thought it was gonna be a huge party but i guess not. then the cousins and i played scrabble. i never really played a real game of scrabble til today. shawn won -_- shawn and i are noobs at scrabble but we owned our cousin ray today.


after that i got home and went on the computer and here i aaaaaam.

today went by slow but this week went by fast. i'm really sleepy now.

i would sleep the some daaays away. wake me up when september ends.

welp, i think people are coming over tomorrow to watch the raiders game. ugh i didn't know it starts at 10 in the morning.

time to go to sleep.
another day, another night.

peace, love, & lol,
-isabel

idontcare friday

long time no blog(=

it's interesting to continue on the same note as my last blog, because i am currently feeling the same as i did that day. this blog could be the same as last time's, just with a tad bit of changes:

howdy.

i'm bored and sleepy, but i'm gonna blog anyway.

i dont remember a thing i learned in calculus today

creative writing class wednesday was kewl cuz i got to sing poetic lyrics to the class for extra credit and people liked it

i didnt eat so much today. one meal.

i think im gonna be emo

i need to workout soon but i'm too lazy

not the end

not good night

lol that was pretty emo sounding. i dont mean to sound that way but thats just my current mood right now. i am very confused and lost. that's pretty much the way to put it.


i have a million things on my mind, i can't stand it. but who cares, right? i think writing like this on a blog is kinda stupid because i'd rather write it in a real journal--on real paper. but i'm too lazy to write lol i'd rather type. so i'm pretty much being a hypocrite right now.


anywaysssss..

hmm. where to start, where to start....

well for one thing, school started. seniooooooor yeeeearr. wooo. honestly this year so far hasn't been great because it's actually really boring. but then again, it's been like a month since school started so i shouldn't complain too much.

this year is my loneliest year.
it's my busiest, but my loneliest.
1) i can't talk to my best friend marjorie as much because we are both busy w/school and such
2) cindy and i don't have class together, therefore we don't see each other as much, therefore we don't talk and mess around as much, therefore school is boring lol (cindy probably loves this part jk)
3) sergio is not around anymore because he graduated
4) i'm drifting from many people since school started for some reason.



marjorie is doing her thaaang on manteca idol. wooohoo! i hope she makes it in the finals. we had a really kinda deep talk nights ago about college. it was really sad to talk about if we were going to the same college or not because we both really wanted to finally go to school together again, but then at the same time, we know we have different plans and paths. if we really do go on these different paths, i hope we intersect a lot lolllllll that sounded lame as hell

cindy. i still talk to that chick of course. dude she made me realize that we say "dude" a lot, dude. i miss the summer because that was all the cindabel time in the world hahaaha. cindy if ur reading this we need to make a real episode lol W/O BC's! hahahahahahhahahahaha oh man none of you guys but her know what i'm talking about.

hmmmm. sergio. he commented me telling me that he missed the good old times we had and stuff. i was surprised because sometimes i feel like he doesn't care. so that was nice that he said that. really nice. last time i talked to him was yesterday. he seems all well now, and that makes me happy. i was going to tell him my problems, but it's no use. he doesn't reply to them much (i don't expect him to) so i don't really talk about my crap, i'll bring them up but it the subject quicky fades. he tells me some things now like his problems and i cheer him up before i cheer up myself i think. but it's okay because then again, it distracts me from myself, and i like helping people better than thinking about mis problemas personales(?)

i am a loner at lunch. one of those kids that goes around to look for something to do, or acts like she's busy so she hides her being alone. i'm always so glad when i have choir rehearsal during lunch, because i dont have to walk around searching for company or for something to do. now that i think about it, i should just stay in the library and do hw during lunch lol i wont be procrastinating at lunch then. i don't even eat during lunch. i dont bring anything. food at school is a ripoff, and i cant drive to go off campus.


but anyways let me tell you about my day. my mom told me today was "idontcare friday."

6:20AM.
oh crap gotta wake up to study for spanish. i got ready for school, then in 0 block journalism, i studied spanish since i had nothing to do because the upcoming newspaper is almost finished. i have three articles to write: being in honor choir in chico state, the new drama club, and oh shoot i forgot the other. anyways.


1st block-spanish
it was alright. i had a spanish quiz. it wasn't too bad.

break
i dont remember what i did during break lol

2nd block-creative writing
we had a sub and we had to write a story about AHS being attacked. ian, joseph, and i wrote about the school being attacked by bunnylions. the bunnylion got stabbed with a flagpole and all of arroyo was flooded with little bunnylions forever.

lunch
i bought a senior tshirt and sweater. lol in my opinion, i don't like it that much. but oh well. they'll be something for me to keep.
i had practice. it's for the honor choir in chico. samantha, laura "peach," theo, nathan, and i are part of it. ms. schultz was disappointed in me because i didn't know much of the music.. i didnt have enough time to practice, okay >.< all of a sudden the bell rings five minutes earlier than it was sposed to. then i heard it's because there was a fight in the cafeteria. that's dumb. out of all places wth jk


3rd block- calculus
very depressing class. we moved seats then we get our pop quizes back -____- not very happy with that score. then during the firedrill i found out even one of the SMARTEST people i know got a lower score than me. =/ after the firedrill, samantha tried helping me understand some of the trig we did. blah blah blah okay 4th block now


4th block-gov't
we had a sub. woooo. 2 subs in a row, thats pretty good. then we had a vocab quiz. it was harder than i thought wth. we watched the simpsons in class and then did worksheets and then yeah we got out.


afterschool
i worked in the library and checked off books. then i see rocky and chris. i thought they were gonna work in the library too but then they had an ACE meeting. i asked them if i could be an officer. they didn't sound like they wanted me to be. it kinda hurt my feelings. i would really like to be an officer because i wanna be more active with ACE and other clubs on my senior year, and because rocky, chris, and the other officers are my friends and they seem fun to work with. but i realized that they prefer to reelect themselves (which i personally think is unfair), and it's not like i can do anything about it.. they don't want new officers, i unfortunately had to feel unwelcomed, and that's the way it went.


by the time they were leaving, the library was closing, so I walked with ed to sireks house, where everyone else was going. there, mable took that man bible from the guys and she, susan, and i, ran into the bathroom to read it. sirek's bathroom door's lock is broken, and the guys kept trying to open the door to get the book back, but mable&susan leaned on the door while i stood on the toilet and leaned on the door too. we learned a lot of things from that man bible lol.


then later when the bible got boring, i looked thru the 06-07 yearbook with tim and ed. tim saw my picture and said, "whoa you look different. you're not as ugly." how nice of you tim...how nice. so i laughed it off and asked, "oh so i'm stilllllll ugly, just not as ugly as before?" and he replied, "yeah." i kinda waited for a 'just kidding' but i didnt get one. uh... i dont think he was kidding. i felt insulted but at the same time i was like whatever.. i kind of have to agree on that one.


then we saw senior portraits and i realized i didnt call the studio to reschedule my appointment! my appointment is tomorrow (...or today lol) but i needed to reschedule it last minute -_- last minute, all right. they were closed, and they took no messages.

after that i got so mad. then i sat on sirek's stairs and listened to andrew's ipod. ben tried to ask if i was okay, i said yes, and he didn't believe me. his instinct was right. then i noticed that andrew had a spice girls song in his ipod lol. then after acky asked if i was okay, i said yes, and then after making sure i was okay he went back to sirek's room where everyone else was.


it was like, great. another thing to worry about. i have a many problems, including a really devastating one i don't wish to mention right now. anyways yeah then i laid on sireks couch and listened to "how to save a life" by the fray. i put it on repeat. lol sorry andrew i still didnt take it back off repeat.


i kind of fell asleep for like a couple minutes and then susan woke me up and all 12 of us went to chilis for dinner. dinner was aiight. i ate the tripple dipper. i've had it before so it wasn't something surprising. i oughtta get something different next time.


i don't know what it is but today something bothered me. it still is, but i'm partially getting it off my chest through this stupidblog. it's actually more than one thing on my mind thats bothering me. i think some people noticed my mood because they asked me if i was okay. i would just nod or w/e but they know it's a lie, because as tim told me why he knew there was something wrong with me, "[i'm] always happy." wow tim you think i'm happy after u called me ugly? jkjk.


i feel bad for acting the way i did at dinner. i now realize it musta been selfish of me to act the way i did. i mean like, i didn't do anything at all, literally. i didn't scream at anyone or do anything bad, nodbody did; i just showed no emotion, or at least i tried. i just didn't wanna kill anybody's mood because that's not something i ever intend to do. i guess i haven't been myself lately. i hate it but i can't help it. it's really that bad and i hope i get over it soon.


after dinner rocky dropped me off and i didn't get to say bye to the others in chris's car. i don't know where they went. i woulda liked to go but my mom would keep calling me, and i didn't want anyone to notice my mood anymore. it probably would have been better if i didn't go at all because i was too uncomfy today. haha eh. interesting how my day wasn't idontcare friday afterall. it was more like ikeepthinking friday.

so then i got home all tired and stuff. it's almost 2 and i shoulda been sleeping. i have to go to church early at 8 in the freaking morning for my grandma&grandpa's 56th wedding anniversary. hopefully i'll remember to call the pro image studio to reschedule my appointment.

time for bed now.

peace, love & lol,
-isabel

goooodnight

howdy.

i'm bored and sleepy, so imma make this uber short lol

i dont remember a thing i learned in psychology today

speech class was kewl lol i sang "imagine" in front of the class and they liked it

i ate a lot today

i think im gonna be emo

i need to workout soon


but i'm too lazy


the end

good night

no more cookies

lalallaa i was too tired to write yesterday hahaah i slept at 4 last night omg

well now it's 1:48am and my eye feels funny. yeah i should sleep, but i thought that i wouldn't want to "catch up" on what's been going on lately (not that anything big happened haha), so i should keep up with this thaaaaang.

today was pretty kewl

i'm craving for milk&cookies right now dude, but i CAN'T eat any lol cuz theyre all gone!

after school, sergio called and said "we're coming over!"
i was like "what?"
and he hung up. i hate it when he does that. he loves it when i hate it. wow

so yeah like about half an hour after that, the doorbell rings and he, patrick, gideon, and kenny, were at the door. i thought they were gonna just drop by, say hi, and leave, and that i was gonna get to have my little nap, but my dad welcomed them in. lol so i told them they could sit down, then they just went to my room.

now that i think about it, none of em like actually went in my house before hahaahah but i've known them for so long! i always go to their places but never do they go to mines.

as much as i love their company i hope they dont go to mines way too often cuz i want COOKIES to eat at night lol jk

well yeah i made them yummyyyyy chicken nuggets and then kenny ate some cookies with bbq sauce omg lollllll.

and sergio was annoying because he kept pinching my faaat and kept saying how rich i was (which i'm not) and kept hitting my arm and stuff and i was about to kick his assss outta mah house hahahaha jk but yeah

then they all ate cookies and we sortahnotreally watched one of the batman movies they showed on TV. and then i remembered i had to feed my neighbor's cat! because they're out in canada, i have to take care of their kittyyyy.

so i went to my neighbors house real quick and gideon came with me because he likes cats lol and then we went back to my place and then we all played some basketball, but they got a call saying that cindy, anh, nguyet and whoever else was over at kennys house hahaha even though kenny was with meeee.

so yah then they left and i napped for hecka long lol

and then yadiyadiyada myspace was being hecka ghey so i couldn't sign on. it was so annoying lol

yet i still found ways to procrastinate! -_-

now i'm here. i'm done with my homework. and theres no more cookies ):

the end have a nice day hahahhaa this blog was boring in my opinion. i need more exciting things to happen in my life hahah

a day to waste.

hellooooo. my back hurts.


hmm. how was my day today, i ask myself?

boring.



I had a billion of opportunities to have a blaaaast today! But I didn't take any of em ): not on purpose tho. ugh


Today was Anthony Sam's going away party, or pool party or whatever. I could have gone but my mom told me my cousins were coming over! So i had to keep them company and stuff like that. so i was like ugh fine. that was like a week ago that i was invited.

then last night i found out they're not even coming anymore. so i was like omgggg wow because then i can't even go to the party since i was gone for hecka long yesterday in SF.

so this morning i woke up to the house phone ringing. i ignored it though because i thought it was in my dream. then my brother picked up the phone and woke me up and told me "wake up it's important." and i couldn't even open my eyes at the time. so i took the phone and said with a raspy voice, "Hello?"

"OMG ISABEL. I'M SINGING THE NATIONAL ANTHEM AT THE GIANTS GAME, WANNA GO?!" it was marjorie!

i open my eyes "GOOOOOOOD MORNINGGGGG!" haha. i screamed like a little teenage girl.

marjorie said it was in san francisco and that she could pick me up since i was on the way. i was so excited and so i asked my mom and she said yes. it was so easy. my mom was hecka okay with it. it sounded too good to be true. lol really

and it was ):


marjorie called again and found out that the game was in san jose. i'm like " wtheck, san jose giants???" haha but yeah the game was jus gonna be there. & since i'm not on the way, she couldnt pick me up anymore. no one else couldn't come to support her. everyone was busy; even her parents.

so we were sooooo bummed, and then we figured out that i could go on bart and she could pick me up at one of the stops. it was a REALLY GOOD plan because it worked out.

but my MOM had to ruin it!

my mom said she was okay with it when she thought it was in SF but now that it's actually in san jose, she doesn't want me to bart somewhere and have them pick me up because she thought it was too difficult. it really wasn't, and marjories parents and voice teacher were okay with it. i was maaaaaad!

after a longggg arguement, i ended up not going. ugh. another thing i didn't get to do today.


basically the whole day was stay on the computer and do some homework and myspacing. i swear dude myspace is getting so boring hahahaha i have no life ):

later at night i called marjorie and she told me how it went! i heard the video on the phone. omg she sounded soooo good i screamed as if i was there hahahaha

then we started planning what we were gonna do when i get outta summer school. we wanna go to san franciscoooooo and shop! lol we always wanted to do that together but never got to ): so we threewayed with her bf cj and figured things out but ended up deciding that we'll figure it out some other time.

then after that chris called and one of the things we talked about was how it feels to be kicked in the balls lmao i learned that if u get kicked in the balls, "it feels like your gut just got squeezed out a mile away." hahahaha uhm wow that must hurt?

I wonder what it would be like if i had balls.

baseball balls, soccer balls, basketballs. jk

i'd be more man than you'll ever be though jk

so here i am.

bored.


today was too good of a day to waste ):

time to sleep. byeeee.

POKE mi amigo francisco

WARNING: THIS BLOG IS SUPER LONG lol. enjoy

woohooooooo today (yesterday, it's 12am right now) was a good day for shopping. it was sunny but not too hot, windy but not too cold, and it was FRIDAY! lol

first lets rewind.
the night before, thursday night, patrick called me and we talked for a lil bit. then he starts going like blah blah blah i hate gideon wtf blah blah blah and i was like why? and he was saying how gideon was trippen about not being able to sleep over pat's house and stuff and they got into an arguement. and i was like okaaaaaaaay lol thats an odd thing to argue about. so then patrick told me to call gideon and three way and pat would be quiet. i was like "no way man gideon would be mad at me if he found out!" and patricks like "just do ittttt" and i was like "okay..." then i gideon and i started talking and was giving me the total opposite story to patricks story, i was like wth lol. then all of a sudden patrick goes "fck you gideon" and gideon goes "wtf" and blah blah they start arguing and i was like OMG PATRICK WHY ARE YOU TALKING. and stuff liek that. omg i felt horribleeeeeee! and they started arguing and gideon hung up and then i was like WTHECK PATRICK WHYD YOU DO THAT OMG GIDEONS GONNA BE MAD AT ME! ): and patricks like why? and i was liek WHATCHU MEAN WHYYYY? LOL. so then i told patrick to tell gid sorry and patrick said he'd only say sorry if i threewayed. and i was like "ugh fine." so then yeah we three wayed and then they argued again. then i was like "HEY. YOU. AND YOU. STOP ARGUING. U GUYS ARE ARGUING LIKE GIRLS" and they were saying how they both didnt feel like going to SF the next day anymore and i was liek WHAAAAAAAAAAT because i wanted to go lol and if they dont go with me it would be no fun lol cuz i'd be stuck with sergio. hahahhaa jk sergio but yeah anyway. so then patrick goes "isabel..." and i say "what." and then he goes "you got punk'd!" and i was like O_o??????? and gideon and patrick start laughing and saying "we're sorry, we love you!" i was like "WHAT. HUHHH?" and so turns out. gideon was sleeping over at patricks. they called me and did that cuz they were bored. i was like omg wow!!!!!!!! hahahah. so yeah then we talked til like 2 in the morning, and i didnt sleep til 3.




wow that story was pretty long lol. anyways.

so the next morning i wake up at 10:30 even tho my alarm was set to 9. lol i never heard the alarm so it was on snooze since forever. then i brush my teeth and alla that and eat then shower and at 11:30 patrick told me he&gid were going to sergios so they could all go to bart together. so i was like okay cool. and patrick said he'd call me when they leave sergio's house. so i was like okay.


then i played rockband with my brother. woohoo. i like playing the drums hahhaa i rock yeah i know. jk but yeah so after like half an hour of playing rockband i was like wtheck pat's not calling me! so i called sergio and he said he's still waiting for them to come to his house and i was like WHAAA. so i called pat and gideon picked up and said patrick was in the shower! i was thinking: omg what a girl. lol but he said they were gonna leave like half an hour ago!

so as i waited some MORE, i used my curling iron to make my hair look layery. but i stupidly grabbed the hot part like nothing and i dropped it and i was like OWWWW! dude i could still feel where my fingers got hot as i'm typing right now.

THEN i accidentally burned my forehead LOLWTF i was like OMG OW WOW OW OW OW but i didnt see any burn mark on my face; it was just a lil red, so i thought: okay whatever all good.

then i thought: enough with this curling iron its burning the heck outta me. so i called sergio and i was like "uh hey are we gonna go or what" and he told me they were already in the car going to bart. i was like wow lol oh well

so i go to bart and i see that me&patrick&gideon match! hahaha sergio looked outta place =P he wore like red and white and yellow or something like that. like ketchup mustard and mayo. hahah. anyways. while we were buying our tickets to go to sf, all of a sudden, jeffey pops outta nowheres! he was going to chinatown. so we all went on bart, including jeffey. then jeffey left to chinatown.

oh yeah and there was this black rapper singer guy on bart asking us to check out his music lol then i looked at the album and saw his myspace url. so i was like "haha i'll jus add you on myspace!" then he was like "o yea! so whats my myspace?" and i forgot it lol i swear my memory hecka sucks. so i was like "uh. myspace.com/somethingsomethingmob hahahhaa thats all i remember. "mob."

then blah blah blah fast forward yadiyadiyada

so we arrived to saaaaan fraaaaaaanciscoooo! lol have you ever wondered how many cities in california start with SAN? san jose, san leandro, san francisco, etc. etc. why not call it jose, leandro, and francisco? lol they sound like mexican men. hey i live in jose! hahaha


ANYWAYS. so we go to billions and gazillions of stores and get NOTHING for the first hour or two hahahah

so gideon and i went to victorias secret lol so i could get lipgloss. he saw his friend so he was like omg i dont wanna go in there and i was like "its okay pretend ur gay. or pretend we're like going out or something" hahahaha it was funny cuz it took us a while to find the lipgloss since it was on the other side. gid looked like he was pantiphobic jk(:

then we met pat&sergio at the food court. sergio and i ate panda express YUMMMMM. and i forgot what pat&gid got. sandwiches or something.

and then justin comes! but he didnt eat lol

we went to sanrio and my jaw dropped when i saw the hello kitty electric guitar =OOOOO holy crap that thing was beautiful. i stared at that thing forever then i go on and help gideon pick his gift for nguyet(; next thing i know, patrick asked the lady if he could "test the guitar" i was like "patrick WHAT ARE YOU DOING" and then patrick told the lady i wanted to hold it, and i was like O_O

so then it was COOOOOOL cuz i got to hold it hahahaha dude that thing was heavy. it was NOTHING like the guitar in rockband hahah so yah then after that i saw a cute hello kitty key cover thing. and sergio called it ugly so i changed my mind. then sergio felt bad i guess so yeah whatever. he kept poking my stomach lol it was annoying

then when we left sanrio patrick showed me he got me the HK key cover! HOW NICE so i said thankyouthankyouthankyou and then we went to forever21 WOOHOOOOOOO



then gideon said he was my boyfriend for the day because i asked him to help me decide and judge on the stuff i should buy hahah he's smart when it comes to chick wardrobe (good catch, nguyet! heheh) . hahah he got kinda uncomfy when we went to the floor with the panties LOL. jk ily gidkid

thanks to sergio&michelle for my giftcards, i only spent $4.80 on the 5 things i got hahaha! wow man i saved $45 bucks. i got two tops, two jewelries, and a pair of jeans. i didnt try anything on cuz the lines for the fitting rooms were hecka long. i was afraid the jeans wouldnt be the right size tho.

so like. yeah after that we went to... macys? lol well yeah point is, we went around, and the guys took FOREVERRRRRR to find something to buy omggggg. they took longer than MEEEE! what girls they are hahah

man this blog's getting long hahahah when i get used to blogging i wont be as detailed as this.


so later we were walking and i had a humongo headache holy crap. & i had a stomach ache too cuz SERGIO KEPT POKING ME in the belly. )=

by this time, we were outside walking to catch a bus or something cuz they wanted to go to some store, i forget which. oh geez what was the name of that store??? true? truth? whatever. lol

justin and i were jus strollin along while the rest of em were walking faster in front of us. then they caught the bus, and justin and i were like oh snap! so we kinda ran faster to catch the bus. gideon, patrick, and sergio were already in the bus. justin and i reached the bus and tried to get in, but the bus driver looked at us, and CLOSED THE DOOR! i was like WTHECK WOW! lol so justin and i were kinda laughing cuz he was so rude.

so we let em go to whatever that store us, and justin and i went back in the mall to eat since he didnt eat yet. i was thiiiiirsty so justin ordered me orange juice(: and justin got a burger. when we got our food, the man gave me orange soda. and then i told the man "excuse me, i ordered orange juice. then the man looked at the reciept. and omg LOL the receipt actually said "Orange Juice please" HAHAA oh man that was funny. i wish i kept the receipt, but i spilled on it =\ haha

so anyways we got to our table and justin forgot ketchup. so i went back to get ketchup at the ketchup dispenser thingy and omg the guy getting ketchup before me was taking HECKA LONG! like HOW MANY KETCHUPS DO YOU NEED, DUDE?! haha

then when i got back justin was halfway done with his burger hahahaha thats how long the ketchup dude took -_- then after a nice chat about our families and stuff, it was 7:30 and i called sergio and he told me theyre coming back lollll cuz the store closed at 7 hahahaha good thing the bus driver closed the door on justin&me then. or else we wouldnt be eating good food and stuff

then we all met at bart and i sat with sergio and patrick switched with me because iono he wanted to talk to sergio or something. so i sat next to gideon and updated each other on thangs. lol it was like the last hour of his being my boyfriend! so we broke up or something when we got off bart hahaha jk but ya

then i got home and tried on my new pants and omg dude i think its too small LOL how depressing. it fits enough for me to wear em but like i dont think i could be wearing em next year cuz it jus didnt feel comfy when its all tight like that

then omg i looked in the mirror. then i saw something under my bangs and i was like "wth is that?" on my forehead was a BURN MARK from the curling iron. WOWWWW lol it looks like some harry potter shiiieet jk. my bangs are covering it, so again i thought: okay. whatever. all good.


so anyway yeah i feel like i'm missing a lot of parts lol

i'm never writing this much ever again hahahaha man this is why i didnt blog anymore in the first place. it takes too damn long cuz i tend to be detailed

have a great day. sorry if ur eyes are tired for reading this. u wasted however many minutes long reading about my life. lol jk

adios