bottle it up

<-- i like this picture, iono know why

today was very lame. but it's fine. lol

so this morning i woke up at 10:16am and noticed my back hurted like a mother. omgaaaaaaah it was horrible. i think my scoliosis is getting worse =\

after washing up, i ate a bowl of cheerios. it was really yummy. i hadn't eaten cheerios in a long time.

then i went on the computer and signed on aim ahahaha the first IM i got was an offline IM from last night from sergio

sergio (2:14:24AM): why do u always do that
ahaha. he asked that because sometimes when we don't talk at all during the day, i IM him goodnight right before sign off.

i thought it was quite funny because he never replies to my goodnights. (= but yeah i don't know why i always do that either. but then like we don't talk during the day, but when we do, it's like a dead conversation lol so i thought why not save the energy for my fingers and not IM him first since the convo will later be dead anyway. jk. but yeah sometimes i just don't wanna sign off w/o telling him goodnight because it wouldn't feel right. but then again, i think he wouldn't care. he never really cares about stuff like that i guess. it's like yeah why don't i just IM him during the day and then say goodnight later, but i'm always the one that IMs him first, or if he's the first, then i'm the one tryna make more conversation, and i'm tired of it sometimes so i just say goodnight(:


<-- i forgot what i was doing but i look retorded lol

so then yeahyeahyeah i was on the computer for a bagillion hours and i talked to ben about stuff. ben's really helpful. he's like that tough dude with a soft heart hahaahah that fool tries to make me feel better and give me advice and stuff. it sucks because i wanna take his advice but then i'm just so scared all the time. i keep complaining and crap to him but i didn't notice it til now. but he doesn't mind too much lol even tho he tells me to shut up but like yeah he's right i needa bottle it all up. yeahyeahyeah. he really understands my crap lol i haven't had a friend like that in awhile.



hmmm so during those bagillion hours of computer i did hw.... EARLY! woohoo go me. i'd be sleeping right now i wasnt doing this blog lol i'm wasting minutes of my life but oh well

then upstairs we cleaned the extra bedroom and my dad painted it. light blue and brown. i like the blue walls because it reminds me of a beach or a blue sky. i like the brown because it reminds me of chocolate lol. but yeah that room is gonna be a gym. we have exercise equipment and stuff but never really had a place to put it all, so it's all gonna be in the new gym. shawn and i wanted it to be a game room so we could put all the board games, video games, and computer and stuff in there. and maybe a pool table. but then yeah we really needed a place to put the exercise stuff lol and my mom wants to use the gym more. i will use it when we get a threadmill. i'm fat




so like after that my relatives came over for an aftershock party from yesterday. hahahaa we call it aftershock because it's like an afterparty. but yeah we all ate and stuff and my cousin and his gf and shawn played scrabble while i was doing stinkin hw. i don't get calculus at all dude i'm so lost and i'm so scared. i cannot afford to fail this freaking class this year.


okay so yeah that's pretty much it lol my day was very simple. night yalllllll